I don’t know how to be happy anymore.

The last few months have been hell, especially the last few weeks. My self esteem hasn’t improved, neither has my confidence. Nothing seems to be going right, I mean not everything’s gonna go my way, but nothing has been going my way. I’m to the point where I just never want to leave my room anymore. I can’t get excited for anything, I seem to think everything I do is gonna be a failure, so I don’t try. Everything’s terrible.